Cysts.
Month off.
Going to go take my BCP now like a good girl.
CD 2 and a Bad Mood
I'm watching the rain fall, waiting for medication to be delivered. The weather's a mess and quite frankly I'm unsurprised that UPS is late.
The cramps I thought I had escaped are here in force today and sitting up has been a bit of a trial. I'm also starving and can't leave the house to get food in case I miss the UPS guy with my medication. I want someone to bring me food and then go away so I can bury myself under blankets and sleep until the Stoat comes home from work.
My plan for the month is to be able to turn the computer off by 8 pm. I am far too "connected" and I think this is a source of stress. Time for more at-home pursuits that don't involve electronics, I think.
Back to bed now, and I hope the sodding doorbell rings soon.
14 DPO.
BFN. In fact, if there could be a way to make an absence of colour on a white field, I think this test would have it.
AF is late, but I O'd multiple eggs so it's likely my P4 was much higher this time and so she'll take her sweet time getting here -- not like last month, showing up a day early so she could surprise me at Christmas. This makes certain my boobs still hurt, my brain is still foggy, and I am still feeling awful -- all the joy of being knocked up without the awful inconvenience of, you know, an actual baby.
Let's send this feeling to these high school twits making "pregnancy pacts" at age 14 and see if they still want to do this and have to change diapers at the end.
12 DPO.
Two different answers. I don't like two different answers. Obviously, I like one of the answers better than the other but by now -- only 8 days past the booster -- I know better than to trust these things.
*sigh*
11 DPO.
BFN.
FML.
How many more acronyms can I shove into a post? Well, with my sore BBS and my profound disgust at TTC right now, the answer turns out to be quite a few.
KTHXBAI.
10 DPO.
I am fighting the urge to POAS. I don't know why. I know the line will be there, I injected myself full of the stuff not six days ago. Of course the line will be there. I don't know why I do this to myself, watching the line fade and dwindle and go back to blank -- usually moments before I wipe and discover AF is hanging out, just waiting.
Still, I don't think I'll win this one.